I just had a thought,.. gimme a second to remember it,. I was thinking about how I want to be someone I'm currently not,. that person would be,. a thinker. Yeah someone who's thought processes were more involved than the average,.  Someone who's IQ was rather high, with a pronounced wit, and keen eye for observation,.. I was just thinking that since I'm currently a slight bit below par in the feilds of intelligence, than it would naturally follow suit that the time for these changes would be prefferably, as soon as possible,.. It seems that I could do certian exercises to buff up my brain,.. But there are hinderences,.. one such is that it takes years for people to develope these qualities,. also, it would take longer due to the fact that some of the things in my life have to be let go of,. things like thinking in certian ways, and expressing traits that become present in sittuation due to habits learned for over twenty years,.. At any rate,. being that I'm still of young age and posses a rather malleable mind, these changes can be made,. It might take several years for them to become pronounced, and it also might take years to learn the neccessary information to be put through the thought proccess in order that they would have actual meaning,.. Yes,.. years indeed,. But it can, and will be done,. for this is my goal,. my main goal in life,. You see,. I used to think that I was living the way I thought was best, but that was before I actually opened my eyes to the world around me,. although I'm still in the process of gaining my vision, I think the major things have been set forth,. that is I am setting my sights on what it is that I wish to get from this existance,. And that is to be a learning man,. An Idea Man,.. yes, that is my wish,. to be a man of and for the people,… My Wish,. My Wish Indeed,….